The Real Life

I know its been a pretty long time since i have written.I guess thats just life,One day all you have is time and the other day all you need is time.Well thats pretty much how life has turned out for me.Its nothing special but  i never meant it to be special.Perhaps all i ever wanted is a simple life, even simpler than the one i have right now.But things rarely work out for many and they certainly dont in my case.I have been struggling for sometime now trying to make a mark in this 'Real World'.But often the realization hits me whether all this is really worth the struggle, worth the time.What do i want?Thats something i wonder almost every other day.I have still not found an appropriate answer.But i believe every one has a purpose and sooner or later they fulfill it.Maybe my purpose is to keep people happy because thats what i do.I always think about others before myself.But sometimes i feel pretty lonely.I dont think i have many people in this world who really understand me.I have a wonderful family ,a great girlfriend, lovely people all around me but sometimes its just  difficult to find a friend.You see i dont think i know what love is, because for me, every mind or heart defines it in his/her way.Like for example my girlfriend has her own way of defining love, she wants me to pamper her, surprise her, gift her, thats how she wants me to love her.But i understand it cause i love her.

Well anyways i really dont think i might understand it anytime soon.Maybe i find love by keeping people happy or maybe i am still to find the love i was destined for.Only time can speak of that.

On another note,quite recently i was really touched by this movie called 'The Beach' by Danny Boyle.I couldnt sleep that night.All that went in my head was ,Could i ever be free like that?No came the reply.I wish  i was free, i wish i could live on an island but wishes/dreams dont often come true...Do they?One thing i have learnt from life,donot take decisions which maybe really important for a lifetime when you are still immature,these could maybe leave you crying for an entire lifetime.Its always good to be write,maybe i should do it more often.
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The Society called 'College' 2

Well its been a long ,hell of a long tym since i last posted,anyways no wasting time,well this semester has been a tym to remember,it was some god damn journey, for all those who would like to know what all i did this semester,ill just draft it in ten bulletted points(my social science teacher always used to say , writing something in points always makes the reader more interested than not),so finally without wasting your time, lets just get started;

1.We went to trichy for this internit tourney,gawd it was some time,and to make matters really weird, i met one of my old cricketing mate( who was there to represent some other nit precisely nit nagpur),and whose catch did i drop in the finals of this tourney,well its kinda obvious,anyways didnt matter much cause we won the gawd damn tourney and even learnt a lesson or two-Firstly always buy a platform ticket in a railway station and secondly never (and by that i seriously mean never) play cards while going in a train from chennai to trichy.

2.Then after that it was new year and with that we obviously had to have the new year celebrations which we did( well we had some celebrations,guess somethings didnt work out),anyways so we heard about this hotel which offered food and drinks on the house(well evidently thats what we heard),so we went there and as it turns out the deal was kinda different,well more on that laters.

3.Then came january and with that the mass bunk,but as it goes with me,wasnt the easiest of mass bunks we ever had(to put it straight,just didnt work out pretty well),so i got a bit depressed by the thought of not going anywhere in the holidays(unofficial),but at like 7 in the evening of one of the fridays(thats when the bunk was supposed to start),My crazy friends decided to go to pondicherry,i said no initially,but seeing them pack and all i couldnt help but just pack and go(even though i had fever),the train journey wasnt a cake walk either,we were practically sleeping on the side space provided in the compartment with some gay guy watching our back(i swear to god he was gay,i know itll sound weird but even heard him pass a comment on me)

4.Well Pondicherry ,gawd it was some vaccation,to be frank i could just put it as 'Horribily Aweasome',Horrible beacause well while roaming around the so rocky beach in pondicherry at 12 on one of the nights,we were robbed and maimed by some hefty looking screwed thieves(or were they,thats what i always ask Paras),anyways nobody lost anything except the poor me(which i always am,gawd i need to write a blog on that),i lost my watch while taking a blow from their stick,and Aweasome because it was just seriously aweasome to meet these 'HOT' french girls(for any info on that,please contact the blog holder) and to stand up to thieves(well kinda).

5.Well coming back from pondicherry was never easy,as in both leaving pondicherry and going back to warangal(precisely 'The Jungle'),but finally we got back,and i was welcomed by the proffesors with the scolding of my life(for being absent in the virtual mass bunk while other attended classes,for all those who didnt know,i was the representative of my class so it goes),anyways time passed and i got over it(well most of it actually),then came february.

(Hey guys i know its getting a bit long, but please stay with me,i promise you its gonna be over in a while)

6.February,was some month,well actully cannot really talk about it cause a lot of people would find it kinda offending but anyways ,lets just say i had fun (a lot of it actually).

7.Then came my best friend's sister's wedding, for which we went to Delhi,manh trust me on this,there may be a lot of happening places but none compared to Delhi,we seriously rocked in delhi (and to say the least we did it big time),from party crashing,to rocking the club(or i mean pub),anyways good times always get over and they did and we came back to college,but we already had a week full of intramurals packed for us,unfortunately my team lost the tourney.

8.Then came the mid semester break and as we always do,we had something unplanned to do,and we did,we went to this place called ,Lakhnawaram(A lake basically),and we started for our venture at about 3 o'clock,and had planned to spend a night there,it was like a 90 km drive from college,we had like 3 bikes,so 6 of us reached there at around 7,and it was somewhat dark(totally i mean) and scary.But anways as for the brave people we were we did stay in that jungle for the night,with one of us namely Jithesh staying awake for most of the night(i dont know why?).In the morning at around 7 we left the place and it was some ride back to college.

9.Then came my birthday,well i had planned a lot of things for it,but somehow a lot didnt work out,(guess just my luck),even then i managed to enjoy my birthday to the core,special thanks to all my friends in college,(hey and it included you too,the one reading this post).Anyways time went by with end labs and all the formal examinations that the instituite put us through,even then i mangaed a lot of fun,more on that laters.

10.Well this point illustrates the time i had after my end examinations which was more or so legend---wait fo it---dary,with one my close pals Singhania(4th year),leaving the college,i used to get a treat from him everyday,(no offence ill surely be missing the guy a lot),anyways it was time for late night visits to bus and railway stations(mainly for the heck of it).

Well this was mainly what i went through this semester,well ill let you people know about more laters,till then ALOHA!!!

Enlighted with the traffic signal!!!

Hey I m back hope I didn’t take too long, although I think its been looooong time since my last post, well to hell with that, lemme just get started. Well very recently while I was waiting for the traffic lights to get green, I had this realization about the traffic lights of our life that is the three stages of a our life, well it may sound a bit weird but hell I had to think of something I mean it was a very long stop (exactly 2 minutes) , so here it was, Red which could be referred to as our childhood , I mean we were nearly stopped for everything , I mean think about it you would be like ‘Mama can I get a icecream!!!’ and the reply would ‘No ,you know na it spoils your teeth’ (I mean they’ll not even say no but they’ll have a perfect logical reasoning for it) and then you may ask ‘Mama can I get a Playstation ‘(inclusive of all the pleases)’,and the reply would be something like ‘Don’t even think about it’, well anyhow guess they were right then otherwise I would have grown up to become some spoilt brat with ugly teeth, Next the Orange which could be referred to be as when we just manage to fall into the categorie of an adult (I mean just), this is a stage when people could put you in a dilemma, I mean they wont tell you a no but they wont tell give a yes either, its like with traffic lights, when its orange most of the people don’t know what to do, so some just stand there and obey the rules, rules here refer to your elders while the other half just moves without obeying the rules (remember the personification) , Now comes the Green ,well this is a stage where you own your life, which means there is no stopping you, just move.well its time for me to move on cause its already green and these autorickshaw drivers are shouting at me to move, so I guess ill leave for now,so till the next time ‘ALOHA’.

Dreamy Diaries!!!

Well its been a while since my last posted something, so to start a fresh,college as i find it for now is the place for survival and to be honest i have survived and maybe survived with flying colours(exaggeration is finally regretted).College is a place to dream and to some extent materialize your dream,to convince you on this ill just brief you on a conversation (or maybe conversations)that i usually have with my friend Paras while our 3 am walk around the so beautiful college campus(for all those who believe me),this is how it usally starts,

P:dude manh i really wanna do something in life,something so big that someday people look upto me and say 'I wanna be someone like this guy'.

M:yea dude,i was thinking the same,and you know what i had something in my mind too,i was thinking off doing something in the college itself.

P:Like what do you mean?

M:I m talking about starting off a business,i mean not going too big but just for start,maybe to get us more focussed on our vision to success.

P:That seems to be a great idea,but what do you have in mind?

M:Thats what i dont know right now but think about the consiquences,maybe well end up earning lakhs before we pass out.

P:Lakhs manh,talk about crores,and then well buy bikes and cars(hayabusa's and the audi's)with our own bucks.
(Note:- M:Manan P:Paras)

Well thats when i have to put up,'No Stopping the Jabbers',but anyhow however you take it,'Dreaming can never be injurious to health(well in most cases,i m not talking about the sadists and the freaky ones)',so you should never ever think twice before dreaming(remember the saying,"Some men see things as they are and say 'why'? Others dream things that never were and say 'why not'?").These dreams give us motivations but we should always remember that motivation without action is like a flower without petal(in short useless and pAtheTic).Maybe some fine day we percieve our motivations and materialize them into something big(hopefully by our own actions).Well till the next post,keep dreaming and keep visiting...ALOHA!!!!

My Ten Commandments

1.Whenever you read a good book, it's like the author is right there, in the room, talking to you, which is why I don't like to read good books.

2.Before you critizize someone walk a mile in their shoes, that way when you critizize someone, you will be a mile away and have their shoes.

3.Life's a piece of shit, When you look at it. Life's a laugh and death's a joke. It's true. You'll see it's all a show. Keep them laughing as you go. Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

4.The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender, religion, economic status or ethnic background, is that, deep down inside, we ALL believe that we are above average drivers.

5.In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back.

6.It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth.

7.The human brain starts working the moment you are born and never stops until you stand up to speak in public.

8.By the time a man is wise enough to watch his step, he's too old to go anywhere.

9.A lie gets halfway around the world before the truth has a chance to get its pants on.

10.Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel ashamed. Then I look into the glass & think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes & dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work & their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, 'It is better that I drink this beer & let their dreams come true than to be selfish and worry about my liver.

Till then Aloha!!!!