I know its been a pretty long time since i have written.I guess thats just life,One day all you have is time and the other day all you need is time.Well thats pretty much how life has turned out for me.Its nothing special but i never meant it to be special.Perhaps all i ever wanted is a simple life, even simpler than the one i have right now.But things rarely work out for many and they certainly dont in my case.I have been struggling for sometime now trying to make a mark in this 'Real World'.But often the realization hits me whether all this is really worth the struggle, worth the time.What do i want?Thats something i wonder almost every other day.I have still not found an appropriate answer.But i believe every one has a purpose and sooner or later they fulfill it.Maybe my purpose is to keep people happy because thats what i do.I always think about others before myself.But sometimes i feel pretty lonely.I dont think i have many people in this world who really understand me.I have a wonderful family ,a great girlfriend, lovely people all around me but sometimes its just difficult to find a friend.You see i dont think i know what love is, because for me, every mind or heart defines it in his/her way.Like for example my girlfriend has her own way of defining love, she wants me to pamper her, surprise her, gift her, thats how she wants me to love her.But i understand it cause i love her.
Well anyways i really dont think i might understand it anytime soon.Maybe i find love by keeping people happy or maybe i am still to find the love i was destined for.Only time can speak of that.
On another note,quite recently i was really touched by this movie called 'The Beach' by Danny Boyle.I couldnt sleep that night.All that went in my head was ,Could i ever be free like that?No came the reply.I wish i was free, i wish i could live on an island but wishes/dreams dont often come true...Do they?One thing i have learnt from life,donot take decisions which maybe really important for a lifetime when you are still immature,these could maybe leave you crying for an entire lifetime.Its always good to be write,maybe i should do it more often.
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Well anyways i really dont think i might understand it anytime soon.Maybe i find love by keeping people happy or maybe i am still to find the love i was destined for.Only time can speak of that.
On another note,quite recently i was really touched by this movie called 'The Beach' by Danny Boyle.I couldnt sleep that night.All that went in my head was ,Could i ever be free like that?No came the reply.I wish i was free, i wish i could live on an island but wishes/dreams dont often come true...Do they?One thing i have learnt from life,donot take decisions which maybe really important for a lifetime when you are still immature,these could maybe leave you crying for an entire lifetime.Its always good to be write,maybe i should do it more often.
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